stolen from swatiiiii

1. If you won the lottery, would you consider donating a percentage of the money?: some, definitely.

2. Would you consider getting Botox injections to your armpits to decrease sweating?: LKJA;LSKDFJADS EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWW

3. Do you wear a lot of corduroy?: nahh not really

4. Does the weather have a very large impact on your moods?: YES. OMG.

5. If you had a child, do you think your child would have any reason to be ashamed of you?: hahaha HECK NO. I’LL BE SOOO COOL

6. Do you buy eggnog around the holidays?: grosss i hate eggnog

7. Did you play cowboys and Indians when you were a small child?: nope

8. Do you watch your neighbors from your windows?: my neighbors are old people that build high fences so they cant see us

9. Do you live within 5 miles of a lake?: nope, but anna owns/shares a lake

10. Do you believe that personality is everything?: personality matters hella, but its not EVERYTHING

11. When someone says they love you, do you natrually want to say it back, even if you don't mean it?: yeah, i guess so.

12. Do you have any real reason to be depressed?: maybe. i think i do.

13. Do you have more respect for the United Nations or the United States? errrr i dont care

14. Is it concieted to consider oneself unique?: no way

15. Would it fill your heart with joy to see other people crying for you?: no i'm not sadistic. but i'd feel super duper touched.

16. Do you think the war in Iraq will end in 2005?: nope. Probably not.

17. Do you know anyone who has ever been held hostage?: no

18. If your teenage son impregnated a girl, would you force him to do whatever it took to support her?: i'd kill my son. end of story.

19. Are angels creepy?: angels are happy

20. Do you think the New England accent is annoying?: dont really care?

21. Which print do you prefer: leopard or zebra?: leopard. lol after seeing hundreds of pregnant/mating zebras in Africa, i never want to see one again

22. Would you break up with someone if you thought they were too pompous and arrogant?: yup

23. If you saw a hurt animal, would you try and help it?: i'd call for help.

24. Do you think there will be another terrorist attack now that Bush is re-elected?: yeah everyone hates him.

25. Should a license be required to have children?: err wtheck?

26. When on an airplane, do you hope to meet someone interesting sitting near you?: no my parents told me to never talk to strangers

27. Do you come from a large family?: sort of

28. Would you ever purposely let your country's flag touch the ground?: nope

29. Is it difficult for you to decline a date from someone you are not interested in?: mmm iono

30. Are people in online relationships just fooling themselves?: definitely

31. Does it bother you that Rhode Island isn't really an island?: never thought about it till now

32. If Hillary Clinton were to leave her husband, would your opinion on her go up or down?: up probably

33. Do you ever run with scissors?: hahahahah yeah

34. Have you done something illegal today?: not that i know of

35. Which is worse: Being labeled, or being a nobody?: being labeled

36. Do you think someone will ever try to assasinate Michael Moore?: dunno

37. What song are you listening to at this very second? kiss me

38. Would you rather have a square or a round pizza?: round, i once had a square pizza @ swati’s house. it was fun

39. Are you afraid of being famous for doing something stupid?: i never do stupid things, what are you talking about?

40. If the Pope has a liver transplant, is he still infalliable?: i could care less

41. Has the world really changed that much since 9/11?: yes

42. Do you think the diary of Anne Frank is genuine?: of course, that’s one of the saddest books ever

43. If your best friend's partner was bisexual, would you approve?: no, call me homophobic or whatever. but no.

44. If Hitler walked up to you on the street and offered you BBQ Chicken, would you accept his gift?: errr LOL

45. Would you say that your country is liked by the rest of the world?: heck no

46. Do you feel like the majority of the world is ignorant?: im part of the majority

47. Do you help control anger by writing songs, poems, etc?: no

48. Do you view bandanas as gang symbols?: LOL nahhh

49. Do you need to "clean up your act"?: YES. OMG.

50. Do you have a celebrity crush?: ORLANDO BLOOM.

51. Are you a good storyteller?: LOL iono

52. Are your computer speakers usually turned on?: yup

53. Do you have a life dream that no one else knows about?: yup

54. Do puppies melt your heart?: yesssss awwwww =)

55. Do you think that someone who doesn't drink alcohol AT ALL is weird?: no, i'm one of them

56. Are you a racist scumbag?: not reeeaaaallllyyyy

57. If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?: never happened to me, i usually fail at succeeding

58. Do you think Americans are scared of change?: dunno

59. Are Vegan diets healthy?: yeah

60. Do you enjoy watching shows that deal with forensics?: LOL

61. At this rate, are you going to Heaven or Hell?: hahaha hell. no questions asked

62. Could there be a terrorist attack in your area?: i hope not

63. Do you worry about food safety?: yup

64. Can bitchy behavior be self-justified?: defff

65. Do you have over 100 people on your buddy list?: yeah

66. Do you relax when you are around animals?: heck no

67. Would you like to be able to read thoughts?: oh DEFFF.

68. In your opinion, is it wrong to say "Oh my God!"?: no, say it all the time

69. Do you like your strawberries dipped in chocolate or covered in sugar?: no, plain or with whipped cream

70. Do you think any hip hop songs have good messages in them?: sometimes but not really

71. Do you feel sorry for Martha Stewart?: no

72. Do certain swear words just roll off your tongue?: LOL nah 

73. What hurts more, knife cuts or paper cuts?: never been cut by a knife

74. When you hug someone, do you wrap your arms around their neck or their waist?: neck, unless they’re shorter than me

75. Do you use your mind enough?: no

76. Would you rather own a parrot or a hen?: parrot, it could be my friend

77. Do you know anyone who has been diagnosed with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder?: yeah

78. Do you have any idea what you will be doing 10 years from now?: doctor hopefully?

79. Do you pre-plan your meals?: no

80. Pet owners: If your pet was a human, would it be gay or straight?: wtfrick

81. Would you like to be cloned?: no im wayyy too special

82. Do you believe that your name fits your personality?: guess so

83. Were your parents born in the same decade?: nope

84. Do you exercise before you eat in the morning?: nope

85. Were you a pround owner of a snap bracelet?: huh?

86. Is it better to be single or in a relationship?: dunno, i've always been single

87. Do you think police officers have the right to use a stun gun on a 6-year old?: heecckkk nooooo

88. Which is the better way to discipline a child: …?

89. Would you let your child spend the night at Michael Jackson's house?: HAHAHAHAHAHAH NO WAY

90. Do you often forget what day it is?: sometimes

91. Do your grandparents play bingo a lot?: doubt they know what it is

92. Do you own a copy of Thriller by Michael Jackson?: don’t think so

93. Do you prefer reading or writing?: reading

94. Do you prefer hamsters or gerbils?: hamsters

95. Do you think animals have a religion?: wthell no

96. Are you a powerful person?: no pretty weak

97. Do you think marriage would change who you are?: yes, i adapt all the time

98. Do you meddle in other peoples business?: try not to

99. Do you think the teenagers who take abstinence vows are probably the ones that werent going to have sex in the first place?: yeah

100. Are you ever attracted to your teachers?: yuck

101. Do you think your parents have always been faithful to each other?: LOL deff

102. Does the word "hello" seem formal to you?: ymhmm

103. Do you think that schools should be allowed to ban un-natural colored hair?: no, that’s dumb

104. Is it possible to love someone and hate them at the same time?: yup

105. Do your eyes change colors from time to time?: hahaha nope not that lucky

106. When you sit really still, can you feel your pulse?: i don’t sit still

107. Does cursive handwriting serve any real purpose nowadays?: no

108. Have you ever had melted cheese on your fries?: no

109. Have you ever encountered a rude person in a wheelchair?: LOL whaa?

110. Are you often the last one to understand a joke?: yes. it sucks

111. Has your home been decorated by an interior designer?: LOL no

112. Do you believe in reincarnation?: nahh

113. Do you think the government was involved in 9/11?: yes

114. Would you ever kiss someone with no teeth?: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT THE HELL

115. Do you wash your hair every day?: every other, or every 2 days

116. If we keep making exceptions for homosexuals, do you think the next generation of homosexuals will be spoiled brats?: huh?

117. Can experience be gained just by reading?: no

118. Do you have any gay friends?: nope

119. Have you ever been to Stonehenge?: …?

120. Do you consider darts to be a sport?: hahahaha nope

121. Your first black eye: Did you give it or get it?: no black eyes for me

122. Is it always better to be safe than sorry?: yea

123. Do you look more at someones mouth or eyes when they are talking to you?: eyes

124. If you were around second-hand-smoke enough, would you be swayed to smoke yourself?: hellll no

125. Do you think anyone can be an actor?: pretty much

126. Okay, what song are you listening to now?: go away

127. Do you talk just to hear yourself, even when youre alone?: nope 

128. Do you think youll ever visit the Clinton Library?: ehh nah?

129. Do you emotionally hurt people on purpose?: hahahah WHAAT

130. Would you date a minister?: LOL no

131. On vacation, do you usually take more pictures of landscapes or buildings?: dunno

132. Do you think pit bulls should be illegal to own?: meh

133. Are your parents willing to help you through college?: theyre paying for all of it

134. Is it obvious that one of your family members did drugs in the sixties?: nope

135. Do you think people worry to much about being open-minded?: lajsdlfkasd

136. Are you offended when you see a visitor in your country wearing a crest of their flag?: nope

137. Would you rather master one language, or learn two languages and be average in them both?: two average

138. Do you think that Jesus was just a magician?: hahahah iono

139. Should freak dancing be banned from school dances?: uhhh hahahah?

140. If Fox created a sitcom starring Jennifer Lopez, would you watch it?: no

141. Is your monthly cycle so regular that you always know which day youre going to start?: not really

142. Girls: Do you care that when you cry, your mascara runs?: yes

143. Guys: Do you get all soft when you see a girl crying?:

144. Do you think baseball is a dying professional sport in America?: don’t like it, so yeah

145. Should America get rid of the electoral college?: yup

146. Can Lindsay Lohan really sing?: not really

147. Are you more creative alone, or with others?: umm iono

148. Does every family have a crazy uncle, or is it just mine?: LOL every family has GOT to have one

149. Do you like green bean casserole?: what?

150. Have you ever smuggled anything in to America?: LOL Indian food?

151. Do you like to play dominos?: nahh

152. Do you end up making a fool of yourself when you try flirting with someone you really like?: i don’t flirt

153. Does playing the guitar make a guy more attractive?: yeuppp!!!

154. Do brain teasers make you feel dumb?: i don’t do them

155. Did you ever have an Easy Bake Oven?: nope

156. Do you enjoy fishing?: LOL

157. Do you think the Egyptians could have used wind to build the Pyramids?: huh?

158. Beef or pork?:

159. Was this survey random enough for you?: mhmm

160. Is this the longest random survey youve ever taken?: no

161. Did you like this survey?: it was ok

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stolen from richard simmons aka swati :]

T h e | B a s i c s | a n d | s t u f f  . . .
- you can call me: dharini
- Birthplace: stockton, cali
- B-day Month:  septemberrr
- Current Location: sartoga
- Eye color: brownn
- Hair color: blackk
- Height: 5'4” wahoooooo x) i got taller
- Righty or Lefty:  rright
- Zodiac sign: libra
- Your heritage: indiannnnnn
- Shoes you wore today: black flip flops
- Your weakness: everything =(
- Your strengths: nothing =(
- Your fears:  hmmmmmmm spiders, snakes, death, not going to college, getting super duper fat like the people in the richard simmons videos, losing people, yep.
- Your perfect pizza: too oily, pizza bad.
- Goal you'd like to achieve: =( college. a good one
- Your thoughts first waking up: 10 more minutes…
- Your bedtime: diff every day
- Your most missed memory: being a baby, actually i don’t remember that, so hmmmmmm 8^th grade
- Pepsi or coke: pepsiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii =)
- McDonald's or Burger King: neither, fast food is baaaad for you
- Single or Group dates: group, its less serious
- Best friends: you know who you are =)
- Boyfriend/Girlfriend: singleee
- Adidas or Nike: adidaSsS
- Lipton ice tea or Nestea:  tea sucks
- Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolaaaaaaaaaate
- Cappuccino or Coffee: frap?
- Smoke: yuck
- Swear: a WHOOOLE lot, especially when my grades suck
- Sing: LOL
- Take a shower everyday: yep
- Have a crush: perhaps. LOL
- Do you think you've been in love: no
- Want to go to college: LOLLLLLLL 
- Where: hm. STANFORD. ok realistically, UCLA
- Like(d): ??? huh
- Want to get married: guess so
- Believe in yourself: yeah right, i suck
- Get motion sickness: nope
- Think you're attractive: im ugly
- Think you're a health freak: heck no
- Get along with your parent(s): hardly ever -____-
- Like thunderstorms: they’re ok
- Play an instrument: violin, flute… sort of
- Ambition: tons.
- Country/Place you would most like to visit: paris :D
 
I n | t h e | p a s t | m o n t h . . .
- Drank alcohol:  ewwww never
- Smoked: nope
- Done a drug: nonononono
- Had sex : no, im a good girl =)
- Made out: no
- Gone on a date: no
- Gone to the mall: yea
- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: i don’t like oreos
- Eaten sushi: “im vegetable” ok swati is the ultimate moron.
- Been on stage: yeah i think so
- Been dumped: never been dumped
- Gone skating: nope
- Made homemade cookies: no
- Gone skinnydipping: YUCKKKK hellll no
- Dyed your hair: nope
- Stolen anything: naww
 
H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Played a game that required removal of clothing: noooooo i'm a good girl
- If so, was it mixed company:
- Been extremely trashed or extremely intoxicated: IM A GOOD GIRL
- Been caught, you know: no              tyet. AND OHYEA no sexual connotation haha
- Been called a tease: no
- Gotten beaten up: no
- Shoplifted: no
- Changed who you were to fit in: iono i guess so
- Age you hope to be married: something like 24/25?
- Described your dream wedding: i have better things to do
- Thought about how you want to die: plenty of times
 
G u y | s t u f f . . .
- Best eye color: hazellll
- Best hair color: black
- Short or long hair: shortish
- Height: hmmmm taller than me is good enough
- Best weight: medium, no fat boys
- Best articles of clothing: collared shirts and sweaters =)
- Best first date location: the mall? iono
- Best first kiss location: dunno
 
I n | y o u r | l i f e . . .
# of drugs taken illegally: 0
# of people I could trust with my life: not very many
# of piercings: one on each ear
# of tattoos:  yuck
# of scars on my body: 3 maybe?
 
S p e c i f i c s . . .
- What kind of shampoo do you use? garnier fructis
- What are you most scared of? wasn’t this before
- What are you listening to right now? the way by clay aikennnnn
- What are you wearing right now? sweatshirt jeans
- Socks? TOESOCKS!!! :D :D
- Who is the last person that called you? carol I think?
- How many buddies are online right now? dunno, 80 or something
- How many are away: im not planning on counting
- What would you change about yourself? everything
 
F a v o r i t e . . .
- Colour: purple
- Food: tons. starbucks. jamba. taco salads. hot cheetos. CRAZY BREAD CRAZY BREAD CRAZY BREAD. nachos. dark chocolate. yeah basically im a pig
- Boy's name(s): freak
- Girl's name(s): trisha
- Subject(s) in school: frenchhhhhhh =)
- Animal(s): kitties and bunnies and hamster and penguins and seals and puppies and yeah
- Sport(s):  to watch? basketball
- Number: 7
- Place: iono
- Type of shoe: dont really care
- Movie: hm. tons.

H a v e | y o u | e v e r . . .
- Given anyone a bath?  my cousinnnnn
- Got high? sort of?
- Bungee jumped? no
- Made yourself throw up?  gross                                                                
- Skinny dipped? gross
- Been in love? no
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? SOOOOOO MANY TIMES
- Pictured your crush naked? WTF HELL NO
- Actually seen your crush naked? EW
- Cried when someone died? mhmm
- Lied? LOL
- Fallen for your best friend? no
- Been rejected? hm
- Rejected someone? hm
- Used someone? hope not
- Done something you regret? yeah TONS of things =/
 
R i g h t | n o w . . .
- Clothes you're wearing: we’ve already been over this
- Music you're listening to: grrrrrrrr.
- Time where you are: 2.28 pm
- Annoyance: this survey.
- Smell: secret crush
- Favourite artist: kelly clarkson
- Favourite Group: maroon5
- Current Desktop picture: plain pale purple
- Book you're reading: angels and demons and the stranger
- CD in the player: im not checking
- DVD in the player: friends finale

L a s t | p e r s o n  | y o u . . .
- Touched: my mommmieee
- Hugged: my momm
- IM'd: don’t remember
- Yelled at: some member of my family
- Felt sorry for: dunno
- Missed terribly: hmm iono
- Felt loved by: iono
- Kissed: nobody
- Spoke to: my mom
- Cried to: myself
- Cried over: stuff
 
P e o p l e | A s s o c i a t i o n . . .
(Name the people that you associate with the following words)
- Open minded: dunno
- Arrogant:  logan LOL
- Insecure: me? all of us sometimes
- Interesting: jon
- Random: karthik
- Smart: garrrr. everyone around me
- Moody: carol
- Ambitious: mel chung
- Healthy:  yvonne is semi healthy? 
- Shy: iono
- Difficult: hmm
- Buffed: huh?
- Bored easily:anna
- Drunk: LOL iono
- FUn to be around: everyone =)
- Responsible: tanya
- Obsessive: hahaha
- Angry: ramya
- Sad: LOL a certain personnnn anna would know
- Happy: aditi the freshman
- Hyper: wahooo i think thats me
- Talkative: aditi the freshman, shes ALWAYS talking
- Illegal: hmm selena LOLLL
- Porn: uhhhhh diehL?
- Cute: selenaaa =)
- Violent: definitely not me =)
- Unpredictable: hm. someone.
- Repetition: ??
- Drama: LOL
- Easiest to talk to: carol
- Can just sit around with: don’t do that with anyone, i like to talk =)
 
W h o | d o | y o u | w a n t | t o . . .
- Kill: hm someone
- Slap: the same person
- Get really wasted with: … no
- Get high with: no
- Look like: dunno?
- Talk to face to face: hmm
- Talk to indirectly (on the phone, online etc.): well
 
R a n d o m . . .
- In the morning I look like: a squirrel that got run over
- All I need is: sleep and chocolate
- Love is: not for me
- Coke or Pepsi: ROAR. pepsi
- Flowers or candy: flowerssss
 
Y o u r | t h o u g h t s . . .
- I know: nothing
- I want: turley to die
- I have: crap hair
- I wish: for lots of things
- I hate: turley
- I fear: that I’ll end up flipping burgers
- I hear: music
- I just: want this survey to be over
- I search: huh?
- I wonder: if itll ever happen
- I regret: pretty much everything
- I'm hurt by: hm
- I like: pretty things
- I hate: myself

rawrrrr frikken long survey.

holy crap. this hella hella scares me. i always thought it would be ok, no matter what. even if my entire world came crashing down, i'd still find a way to be ok. but it did, and it's not ok. everything's changed completely and it's so different and everything i depended on is either not there or completely different, and it scares me so much, and it's even scarier that nobody seems to get it and i guess you could say it's my fault for always thinking it's going to be ok because it's never going to be ok. and it's making me question everything which is even scarier and maybe those things i believed in were never there to begin with. maybe my "world" doesn't exist and maybe i've been fooling myself all along. holy crap, that's gotta be the longest sentence ever. LOL

 i need to walk away. i need to learn to stop trusting. i really really need to. i think most importantly i need to realize nothing will ever be ok, and deal with that. i just need to feel alive .

happy unturkey dayyyy =) wow it's been forever and a half since i updated. so yesterday was our super duper thxgiving party. and gomathi aunty made this awesome fake turrkeeeyyyy it was sooooo freaking cool. it was made of dough on the outside and vegtables on the inside and it was sooooooooo cute =). hahahaahahah it made me smile. and the rest of the food was hecka yummy tooooo and it was all fun and good and we played ddr. i sucked ass. it was ok though haha. and then we ate dessert it was yummy. and then the super fun started when we played charades adults vs. kids. the adults kept giving us easy easy movies and just letting us win. but we gave them hecka hard ones and they STILLLL got them. it was super funny when viba's uncle's guesses were like BABES. SHOWGIRLS. we were like O_O what goes through HIS head. and then BURRREEEEEEETTO. and and guerilla: taking patty hearst. and the adults turned it into gorilla: taking patti hearst, and then somehow it became chimpanzee taking thatha jack. what funn LOL and of course viba and her raj obsession never cease to make me laugh. of course with a name like RAJ govindaRAJan, you HAFTA eat thachi mamam on thxgiving. and yeeaaaahhhhhh that was my thanksgiving. hope y'all had a good one.

and today i went malling with carol. so on the way there i start hatin on mexicans, so now carol's parents think i'm some racist butt or something. hahaha oh welllll. and then we went into forever 21, and everything fit carol soooo nicely. like seriously, everything looked so effin good on her. i was like -____-' because everything made me look like a fat elephant. and it made me depressed. i wanted the prettty black peacoat but carol said it made me look like sherlock holmes. screw the world, i need to lose weight. and so we went store to store, where nothing fit me. how depressing. so i got a scarf from forever 21. and then a pretty purple polo from charlotte russe. it was happy, but i still looked fat in it. and then these awesome awesome fluffy pants with grumpy on them. and we can't forget BABUSHKA MY NEW FLEECE BLANKIEEEEEEEEEEEEE hahaha me and carol had to wait in line for like an HOURRR but it was all good cuz we got to talk and stuff so yeeeeeeeeeaaaaahhhh. and so babushka is my new bestest friend. and i also got mascara from victoria secret so that i could get the free lipgloss, i'm such a smart shopper. :D so we were eating lunch in the food court, and one of those dudes dressed up as a kangaroo came up, and he was hugging a little kid and then he walked away so i chased him and gave him a hug. and carol was laughing at me, and all these random people stared. they were just jealous that they couldn't hug the kangaroo tooooo. so while i was throwing away our trash, i got a booboo and so carol kissed my booboo to make it better only it started bleeding so we went to some random place and got napkins. my poor hand =( =( and OH YEAH I FORGOT. carol bought the most dorksupreme sweatpants EVER they were in like the grandma section of target and i sat on the floor and laughed but she got 2 pairs anyway. we should all make her wear them in PUBLIC. ok bye.